Thursday, June 5, 2008

~*~Can't you hear my crying calls???~*

~*~ Can't you hear my crying calls ???~*~

A million tears,
Fall from these eyes,.
A million screams,
Turn into cries,

I love her so much,
I'm trying to cope,
With this pain,
I promise i won't lose hope,

Pictures of us,
Now contain tear stains,
I held the pictures close,
As my tears poured like rain,

My End day,
Now only some days away,
I cry alone cause you're not here,
I'm not going to be okay,

I remember our first meet,
Up the net reading your profile n scraps,
You held me close kissed my lips,
Now it's just a memory trail,

Please forgive me i made a mistake,
I just want to fix it, i want you back,
My world is just not right without you,
it just keeps getting more black,

My heart is bleeding,
Always for you,
I only wish,
You felt it too,

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
My rose is white,
And it bleeds for you,

Just know that I care,
And will always be here,
Carrying on my cheek,
A warm bloody tear,

For when i see your name,
With you i feel my heart break,
Knowing now that love,
Isn't as easy as a piece of cake,

I always thought we'd be together,
Until death do us part,
But I was wrong,
I ripped us apart,

Please I know,
That we can catch this slip,
Please baby please,
I know we can re grip,..

I try to hold my cries in,
But this pain is killing me,
Can't you see I love you,
And we were meant to be?

I promise i wont let you down,
I promise i won't lie,
I promise to be there when you need me,
I promise this as i cry,

Sitting here all alone,
In my dark room,
I write this poem in hope,
That you will come back soon,

I need you oh so much,
Please dnt leave me here,
Cause right now my mind is taking over,
And death is my biggest fear,

My mind and heart are killing me,
As i hold my pillow close,
My imagination lets me pretend its you,
As my love for you grows,

Please baby I'm waiting for you,
As these tears do fall,
Baby please come back to me,
Can't you hear my crying calls???




~*~ Main To Mast Diwana Hoon ~*~


~*~ Kitna Mast Tarana Hoon ~*~

Aashiq , majnu jo bhi samjho Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Bulbul meri Chulbul meri mast zawani hai ,
Main uska sahil uska rahi Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Farishta meri Gulistaa meri poori kahani hai ,
Main uska sawan uska daaman Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Maina meri Raina meri mast rawani hai ,
Main uska ranjha uska kanha Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Rani meri Gudiya meri pari ruhani hai ,
Main uska pagal uska kajal Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Saansey meri Rahein meri Bijli tufani hai ,
Main uska suraj uska chanda Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Hirni meri Sherni, Meri Jhansi Rani hai ,
Main uski pooja uska mandir Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Sita meri Geeta mere Dil Ki Maharani hai ,
Main uska gahna uska sajna Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo Meri Jiya meri Siya meri Ram nishani hai ,
Main uska raghuwar uska taruwar Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Wo meri Chahat meri Rahat meri Jaan diwani hai ,
Main uski choori uska gajra Main to mast Diwana hoon !

Aashiq , majnu jo bhi samjho Main to mast Diwana hoon !



Tuesday, May 27, 2008

!!*!!Tu Ziddi Bahut Lekin , Pyaara hoon main!!*!!


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!!*!! Pyaara hoon main!!*!!

Bahut Ziddi hai tu Utna Pyaara hoon main ,
Jaan -O - Jahan tere diwana hoon main ,
Dil mein basi har saans mein tu ,
Tujh pe meri jana Qurbaan hoon main !!



Tu meri bandagi meri muskaan hai tu ,
Tu meri roshini mera imaan hai tu ,
tere uljhey sawalon ko jaan liya hai ,
Inhi adaaon pe meri jaan Qurbaan hoon main !!



Palkon pe bithakar terey sapnon ko sajaunga ,
Jana nahi terey dil se Jakar, fir kahan jaunga ,
Madina hai tu mera kawa hai tu ,
Terey har sitam par Qurbaan hoon main !!



Teri bekarari merey liye, meri bekarari hai terey liye,
Ab bekarari ko todo sanam, palkein bichhi hain moti liye,
Tu ziddi nahi yeh ada hai teri ,
Meri lakhtey zigar tujh pe Qurbaan hoon main !!



Mana ziddi hai tu par badi bholi hai tu ,
Pyaar ka samandar dil me rakhti hai tu ,
Tu khuda ki hai murat Farishta hai tu ...
Aa ja sajan tujh pe Quarbaan hoon main !!

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

~*~TAB YAAD TUMHAIN MAIN KERTA HOON~*~



~*~ TAB YAAD TUMHAIN MAIN KERTA HOON ~*~



Yoon be_kal be-kal lamhon mein
Jab bojhal bojhal qadmoon sey
Sahil ki taraf main jata hoon
Tumhein saath mein aksar paata hoon
Jab aati jati maujon sey
be-rabt si baatein karta hoon
Tab yaad tumhein main karta hoon


Kabhi aadhi raat ko uth kar jab
Be-wajah tahla karta hoon
Ya apney kamrey ki khirki sey
Chand ko dekha karta hoon
Aur uss ki thandi roshni ko
Ang ang mein samoya karta hoon
Tab yaad tumhein main karta hoon


Jab waqt k khooni panjoon sey
Main apna app bachata hoon
Kar kar k yaad wo guzrey pal
Main pahron ask bahata hoon
Phir aankhon k tootey taaron sey
Aanchal ko bhigoya karta hoon
Tab yaad tumhein main karta hoon !!





Wednesday, March 26, 2008

!*! Now I find Myself Alone !*!

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!*! Now I find Myself Alone !*!



This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time !!

I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then !!

But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you !!

How can I have faith in God..
When people I love are taken from me
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge !!

You see the hope that is finally dead
I cannot trust for my heart has been bled
Thank for all your love and support ..
Now, I look forward to my life getting sort !!

************




Tuesday, March 25, 2008

!!*!! Kya Naam Doon Is Rishte Ko Aapkey !!*!!


!!*!! Kya Naam Doon Is Rishte Ko Aapkey !!*!!

Kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin....
dil kahta hai ke hai yeh bahut purana rishta
wahee rishta..
jo chaand ka hai chandni se..
sitaro ka hai aasma se..........


samunder ka hai gahrayi se..
jism ka hai aatma se..
phoolon ka hai khooshboo se..
suraj ka hai roshni se..........


kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin..
kuchh hi dino ki yeh mulakaton ne
bechain kar dala hai dil ko........


khayal rahta hai tumhara har dum,
hur pal, hur lamha..
chhavi hai tumhari aankho mein
khooshboo hai tumhari saanson mein
tum door ho to paas ho
pass ho to door!!!!

yeh kya hai ?
kyon hai ?
kaise hai ?
kuchh maloom nahin..
is rishte ki had
mujhe maloom nahin
kya yeh sahi hai ya galat ?
mujhe maloom nahin
kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin....... ..

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

Shayari


Humne Dil Tora Dharkanon Ke Khauf Se
Apni Basti Hi Mita Di Barishon Ke Khauf Se
Kaun Kahta Hai Hamein Mohabbat Raas Aa gayi ?
Hum To Yoon Hi Hans Dete Hain Aansuon Ke Khauf Se

Jab bhi yaad aati ho ye nazrein jhuka leta hoon,
Bheegi bheegi palkon se Tumhe hothon tak la leta hoon,
Tumse jo kuch kah na paya khud se woh sab kahta hoon,
Guzri lamhe guzri baton ko yaad karta rahta hoon,
Dil mein bebasi nazron ki berukhi si khamoshi ko apna leta hoon,
koi khol na de ye raaz ko , dar ke nazrein hi jhukaye rakhta hoon..

Har baar apki salamati ki duaa karenge,
teri aarzoo mein apni hasti fanaah karenge,
tum chahe daaman bachalo humse lekin....
Hum marte dum tak aapse wafa karenge!

Kuchh rahe na rahe, teri mohabbat ka sahara rahe
Pyaar mein dooba, hamesha ye dil hamara rahe
Khushiyaan teri, sare ghum mere hon dua yahi hai
Ankhoon mein, sada chehra tumhara rahe

Intezaar rahta har shaam tera,
yaadain kat ti hain le-le kar naam tera...
Muddat se baithe hain yeh aas paale,
Ki aaj aayega koi paigaam tera....

Na thi JISKO mere pyaar ki kadar...
Itefaq se USSI ko chah rahe they hum...
Usi diye ne jalaya mere hathon ko,
Jisko hawa se bacha rahe they hum.!

Waqt aur khushi tere Gulam Honge,
Har Pal aur Pehlu Tere Hi naam Honge,
Jara Mud Kar Dekhna Mere Dost,
Tere Har Kadam ke neeche
mere hathon ke nishan Honge............!!!!!

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Monday, March 17, 2008

Gazal: Khuwabon Mein Aaoonga



~*~
Khuwabon Mein Aaoonga ~*~

Mahsoos dharkanon mein jo karta tha aaj tak ,
Wo geet to main aaj suna kar hi jaoonga !

Chhalkey jo paimaney mein usi jaam ki tarhan ,
Mai pyaar zindagi mein yoon chhalka ke jaoonga !

Maut se darta nahi shama ka parwana ,
Yeh raaz main duniya ko bata kar hi jaoonga !

Mausam-e- bahaar mein hoti hai jo hal-chal ,
Kuchh dil mein terey aisi hi hal-chal machaoonga !

Qadmon ke terey naqsh kuchh baqi hain ret par ,
Lahroon ki tarhaan ret se milney main aaoonga !

Bhar legi apni baahon mein ek roz wo mujh ko ,
Har raat yahi soch ke khud ko sulaaoonga !

Kahtey hain zannat mein bhi hoti hai mohabbat ,
Wada hai zindagi mein hi zannat dikhaaoonga !

Lagta hai merey pyaar ke qadmon ki chhaap hai ,
Sajdey se yahi soch kar sir ko uthaoonga !

Har baar tasawwar mein ubharta tha tera akks ,
Aaj apney tasawwar ko haqikat banaaoonga !

Thukra bhi diya usney kisi din mujhey agar ,
Wo pyaar ki waadi se pukarey to aaoomga !

Paya hai tujhey aaj duwaaon ke asar se ,
Khudaya tera ahsaan main kaisey chukaoonga !

Toot jaye agar zindagi ki door bhi, Sam !
Ban jaoonga ek yaad aur khuwabon mein aaoonga !



Wednesday, March 12, 2008

I Want To Say Thank You



~*~ THANK YOU ~*~

I wanted to thank you
for the things you have done,
for being my guardian angel
when I felt I had none.

I wanted to thank you
for the love you have shown,
for your warmth and affection
when I thought I was alone.

I wanted to thank you
for your gestures and words;
you gave me strength when I was in need
and helped me trust in my own creed.

I wanted to thank you
for being there through thick and thin,
if not in body, in soul
and always believing that I could win.

I wanted to thank you
for who you are,
for your strength and courage,
for always shining like the brightest star.

And the only way I can thank you
and show you how I feel
is to utter these words
which are written in steel:

It's so peaceful to be loved for who I have become
than to be resented for the things I have not done.

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!!*!! Beautiful Dream !!*!!


~*~ Beautiful Dream.....You Are ~*~

You are all of my beautiful dreams,
put together, and rolled into one.
You're the moon and stars in my sky,
and the light of my morning sun.

You're my first thought in the morning,
and my very last thought each night.
Dreams of you hold me through my day;
bring comfort to me, until morning light.

You have brought me a world of love,
which fills every emotion within me.
A world I always knew could exist,
but not one, I ever thought I would see.

A beautiful world that can only be seen,
through the hearts of two joined as one.
One that paints all of the colours of love,
more deeply within, as each day is done.

A portrait of love, captured by my heart,
and reflected so deeply into my soul.
Embracing me within beautiful dreams,
from love so precious, it makes me whole.

************


Dream Girl


" Dream Girl ''

YOU will come one day in a waver of love,
Tender as dew, impetuous as rain,
The tan of the sun will be on your skin,
The purr of the breeze in your murmuring speech,
You will pose with a hill-flower grace.

You will come, with your slim, expressive arms,
A poise of the head no sculptor has caught
And nuances spoken with shoulder and neck,
Your face in a pass-and-repass of moods
As many as skies in delicate change
Of cloud and blue and flimmering sun.

Yet,
You may not come, O girl of a dream,
We may but pass as the world goes by
And take from a look of eyes into eyes,
A film of hope and a memoried day.

************



"She Walks Beside Me In My Dreams "




"She Walks Beside Me In My Dreams "


As I stare at the blue moon with only my thoughts of you
I wish for the dreams that bring you near.
Yes, those dreams -those wonderful dreams
Our souls caress once again
with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch.

Let me lay beside you so that your breath may touch my heart.
Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile.
Come dance with me, my love, amongst the clouds of want and desire.
I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes.

Walk with me forever into this night's wish,
Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way.
Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength your love brings,
Our talks guiding us home from the abyss called - melancholy.

Tell me, dream girl, who captures my nights?
It's you, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight.
Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lay beside.
May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream.

**************

Me and You



~*~ Me and You ~*~


When I first talked to you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my problems
and what I didn't want ever.

You listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would be the best of friends.

Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
An angel so charming and gentle,
with a heart so true.

You've survived your life
with me by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.

There was a time
I wanted to explore,
what would have happened
if I would only open the door.

I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what do I do when we're alone?

So I have decided
time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.

Standing between us,
holding us back,
allowing us to feel
It's the relationship that we lack.

I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.

Time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember
what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.
Remember me always
and I will too.

I will always think of
Me and You...

********




Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho..




Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho..


Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho....

To Khushi Merey Dar Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!

Umr Sari Guzarengey Hum Baahon Mein..
Umr Sari Guzarengey Hum Baahon Mein..

Zindagi merey Dar se Kahan Jayegi !!!!



Tumse Pahley Koi Bhi Hamara Na Tha..

Tumse Pahley Koi Bhi Hamara Na Tha..

Pyaar Ka Dil Mein Koi Sitara Na Tha..

Chaandni Ban Ke Tum To Ghar Aa gayin...

Roshni Merey Dar Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!


Kitna Maasoom Hai Pyaar Ka Silsila...

Kitna Maasoom Hai Pyaar Ka Silsila...

Jo Merey Dil Ko Hai Tere Dil Se Mila..

Dil Se Dil Ki Kisi Dosti Ki Kasam...

Dosti Merey Dil Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!


Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho...

Tum Mujhse Bas Yoon Hi Baatein Karti Raho...

To Khushi Merey Dar Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!




Tuesday, March 11, 2008

!!*!! Aansoo..!!*!!






Kabhi Aansoo Kabhi Khushboo Kabhi Nagma Bankar
Hum Se Her shaam Mili Hai Tera Chehra Bankar

Chaand Nikla Hai Teri Aankh K Aansoo Ki Tarah
Phool Mehkay Hain Teri Zulf Ka Saya Bankar

Meri Jaagi Huyi Raaton Ko Usi Ki Hai Talaash
So Raha Hai Meri Aankhon Mein Jo Sapna Bankar

Dil Ke Kaghaz Par Utarta Hai Jo Sheron Ki Tarah
Merey Honthon Pe Machalta Hai Jo Nagma Bankar

Raat Bhi aaye To Bujhti Nahin Chehrey Ki Chamak
Rooh Mein Phail Gaya Hai Woh Ujala Bankar

Mera Kya Haal Hai Yeh Aa key Kabhi dekh To Ley
Jee Raha Hoon Tera Bhoola Huya Vada Bankar

Dhoop Mein Kho Gaya Woh Haath Chhura Kar
Ghar Sey Jo Saath Chala Tha Mera Saya Bankar

Kabhi Aansoo Kabhi Khushboo Kabhi Nagma Banker
Hum Sey Har Shaam Mili Hai Tera Chehra Banker

*****************





Yunhi Nahi Banti Mohabbat Ki Dastan...... ..

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Bahut rode aate ishq ki raah me ,
bahut aansoo bahte hain unki chaah me,
bahut milti hai tanhai mere dost,
na jane kitne aashiq hote hain kurban,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan...... .



kitne hi gahre ho samandar to kya,
ishq k toofano ki koi hadd nahi hoti,
mohabbat karte to bahut hain is duniya me magar
har kisi ki mohabbat me wo sachchai nahi hoti,
yahaan gum-o-khushi ka nahi hota koi nishaan,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan......



marzi chalti hai to bus ishq ke bashindo ki,
kisi or ki koi hukoomat nahi hoti,
khuda khud mohabbat hi mangata hai pyare,
mohabbat se badi koi ibadat nahi hoti,
aashiqon pe to hota hai waqt bhi meharbaan,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan.....



yunhi nahi amar mohabbat ka naam hai ,
ye to sachche ashiqon ki dastaan hai ,
mitkar bhi jinhone mohabbat se wafa ki,
ye nazm meri un ashiqon ke naam hai,
mitne na denge kabhi ishq ka aashiyaan,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan...... .